Are you alive or just existing. reality is never as good as your imagination. wash the sorrow from my skin and show me how to be whole again. they say love makes you happy but I feel sad. I won't even try anymore. sleep isn't just sleep anymore it's an escape. I don't want to feel blue anymore. I don't even know what's real anymore. life is better when you don't care. I'm too tired to care. lost inside my own thoughts. I can't trust anyone anymore.