Anywhere can be paradise as long as you have the will to live. I expect nothing and I'm still disappointed. People can't understand others completely. What's wrong with running away from reality if it sucks. We are all sensitive people. Nothing lasts forever. Are you still lost?. Worship no idols. It feels like I only go backwards. Build a better world. Make it real. Ill see you again. Your afraid of failure aren't you?. I still hate the darkness. it brings memories of nothing but horrible things. Maybe I'm just meant to be lonely. Unless you step forward nothing will change. I only felt pain when I existed in that reality.